it's one of those moments where you just don't like the way the world keeps on revolving . hols will be over in 2 weeks time . im quitting tp ambassadors. yes, you read me right . ( pls don't ask me why . ) and next week everyone will be busy with the new school term except me . hmph . and i've got to prepare atleast 200 bucks for the books necessary ? gdness .


i want everything back to normal days . who am i kidding ! like thats ever going to happen . been a lazy ass this week . sorry ppl .


i made cheesecake and forgot to add EGGS . darn . who could do better at being a retardate than me !

anyways, i just got the news from roy that he got into the airforce and got his scholarship . im so happy i want to jump and cry ! of course all thanks to God , for answering our prayers . now im finally relieved . awesome day .

i miss justin . ):

Michael Buble - Lost

I can't believe it's over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the right man was on the wall
If I don't land
Days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognized the girl you are today
And god I hope it's not too late
It's not too late

'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear to fall
I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But you're not
Things have seem to changed
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When the worlds crashing down
And you can not bear to crawl

I said, baby, you're not lost


love ya ,
shara*

- this is not even the beginning , just so you know .